A Tale of an Extraterrestrial Outside Toledo

I touched down at two just outside Toledo.

I had been stealthily orbiting earth for a few rotations and decided to disembark near a set of humans sharing a red bottle in a patchy field. After landing a short distance away, I cautiously approached the human duo, under the guise of a standard human. To my surprise, the human male rose swiftly once I was in sight.

“My friend!” He roared. He turned to the human female beside him, motioned her to stand with him and outstretched his arms as I got closer. Nervous, I halted and mimicked his posture. For a few seconds we both stood there, looking at each other, both of us shaped like the human symbol ‘t’, when the male finally closed the remaining distance between us and put his arms around me. I further stiffened, keeping my arms outstretched, shocked by the strange musky smell on the man.

As the male let go of me, he smiled, eyes dazed and glossy. “Ha! I see you have also been out boozing. Luckily for you, I’m a sommelier! And even luckier, I’m willing to share the remaining two bottles the missus and I brought out with us on this beautiful, blissful afternoon!”

Funny name, Sommelier. His female companion brought out another red bottle from the basket at her feet, removed what looked like a small piece of wood from the top, and poured a shiny blood red liquid into a glass. She then handed it to the man, who handed it to me. It smelled like Sommelier. I took a sip. At once I felt a dizzying sensation. Poison!

“Stand back foul human!” I jumped back, ready for a potential scuffle. But Sommelier just laughed.

“You’re a bit further along than I thought! So, what do you think?”

I wasn’t sure exactly how to reply. My body’s internal inhibitor should have been able to detect any harmful pathogens contained within the drink. There’s something more happening here. I took a few more sips. I began to feel—warm. My Gods. With every additional sip, my legs further loosened, my fingers and toes tingled.

“Savor it!”

I began to wobble. Smiling, I remarked, “I think, Sommelier, that you will find our worlds will develop a most fortuitous relationship should you supply us more of this refreshment.”

We spent the rest of the afternoon finishing the remaining bottles, laughing and analyzing the components of the beverages, and further slipping into a sublime haze. Then, everything went black.

I woke up, head spinning. I was lying in a room. Sommelier was gone. I pulled out my base transmitter and scribed the following message:

The humans possess a dangerous weapon, a nonpoisonous drink called WINE that slowly disarms the digester into revealing anything. After consuming, I woke up nearly dead. We need to harvest more of this powerful potion.  

Just as I sent, the door burst open. It was Sommelier, carrying another bottle.

“Shall we go again?”

“Absolutely.”

 

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List of Books I Read in 2016

Running List (26)

Loved (9)

Infinite Jest – David Foster Wallace

The Sound and the Fury – William Faulkner

Death with Interruptions – Jose Saramago

Flatland: A Romance of Many Dimensions – Edwin A. Abbott

This Side of Paradise – F. Scott Fitzgerald

The Sun Also Rises – Ernest Hemingway

One Hundred Years of Solitude – Gabriel Garcia Marquez

Libra – Don DeLillo

A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man – James Joyce

Liked (7)

Midnight’s Children – Salman Rushdie

The Picture of Dorian Gray – Oscar Wilde

Brief Interviews with Hideous Men – David Foster Wallace

Railsea – China Mieville

The Crying of Lot 49 – Thomas Pynchon

Foundation – Isaac Asimov

The Power of Myth – Joseph Campbell

Everything Else (10)

Frankenstein ­– Mary Shelley

Room – Emma Donoghue

Notes from the Underground – Fyodor Dostoyevsky

Good Omens – Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett

The Revenant – Michael Punke

Deeply Odd – Dean Koontz

Odd Interlude – Dean Koontz

Modern Romance – Aziz Ansari

The Stranger – Albert Camus

Iron Council – China Mieville

 

2016 – Rough Thoughts on Books I Read This Year (Pt. 3)

I got through 26 (for pleasure) books this year. It’s been the most in a long time – possibly most all time – and I feel especially satisfied with the number considering by August I had only finished two. What was supposed to be a several part series throughout the latter half of the year has sadly been condensed to a fully complete first two parts and a rough subsequent part. To clarify, when my reading pace picked up this year, I decided to make a point to log my thoughts concerning all the books I finished. Unfortunately, part in due to time and part in due to priorities, most of the thoughts are rough and incomplete: a combination of disorderly bullet points and half sentences. Nevertheless, I’ve decided to publish them here to allow myself to move on and focus on reading and writing for this year. Without further digressions, here they are:

Brief Interviews with Hideous Men – David Foster Wallace

  • I feel as though the unfortunate thing with reading any fiction by Wallace post-IJ is going to seem incomplete. I liked Brief Interviews. However, it reminded me of the hole left by IJ. This sounds dramatic and definitely is, so I’ll just conclude here.

Railsea – China Mieville

  • I appreciate Mieville’s young adult outing and am glad I finally got around to reading this.

The Revenant – Michael Punke

Before I even begin writing about my thoughts on the book, I should clarify something right at the outset. I dislike the movie. I wouldn’t say I hated it, but I definitely liked very little of it. I tried entering the book with a sort of indifference or ambivalence to it, however I think some of my bias slipped through a little. So bear with me. (Hey that’s a pun!) You’ll find that I spend most of this reflection contrasting the movie with the book which is something I wouldn’t normally do, but the differences here best articulate the novel’s shortcomings.

The book is written from an omniscient perspective, which would have been fine, except that the “omniscience” in this case hardly gives us a sense of the inner turmoil of the characters and instead reads sort of like an American history textbook recounting the tale of vanilla American hero Hugh Glass. To describe the characterization of Glass with respect to the novel: Glass is stoic. Glass is noble? Glass is smart? Glass is hungry. Glass is boring. I didn’t gleam anything interesting from his character. The movie does a much better job of portraying the mental battle of being stranded and left to die.

Another thing the movie does better is provide motivation for the characters. In the movie, Fitzgerald, the villain, elects to stay behind and bury Glass when he dies and after some time, shoots Glass’ son and fakes an attack from the natives to coax the other member of the troop left behind to also desert Glass. This sparks Glass’ intense desire for revenge to kill his deserters in an effort to avenge his son. In the novel, Glass doesn’t have a son. In fact, his thirst for revenge is due to Fitzgerald stealing his special gun, and the novel makes it very clear several times, that it’s a very nice and rare and special gun. Oh and the other deserter steals Glass’ knife. There was that. Also there was a real native attack implying they would risk death by staying behind, so they had a perfectly valid reason for leaving Glass behind. Glass works for months to get his revenge, all because they stole his weapons. Perhaps I’m trivializing the situation in which he was left but it caused me to invest minimal interest in his character.

Glass eventually finds Fitzgerald at a fort, the name of which escapes me, and in the end, after a random trial by court occurs, he (Glass) resolves not to kill him (Fitzgerald). So there’s no payoff. Instead Glass remarks some shit about the stars and the novel ends. The movie ending is better, even if I didn’t care who lived by the end of it.

Deeply Odd – Dean Koontz

Throughout my childhood and adolescence, I found myself drawn towards book series more than stand-alone novels. In some instances, the results were rewarding (e.g. Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Dune, A Series of Unfortunate Events to name a few) and in others, not so much (e.g. Eragon, <insert others here that I can’t think of atm>). However, regardless of the quality, I always strove to finish. Odd Thomas is something that now belongs in the latter category and it’s made its return to bite me in the ass.

I started the Odd Thomas series sometime near the end of middle school, and it was exactly what I was looking for in a new series (“new” w.r.t. me seeing as the series started several years before I started reading it). Although I’m not sure how it would hold up now, I really loved the first book at the time. I tore through the next three which ranged greatly in quality. Following the fourth installment, I took a long break from the series (as did Mr. Koontz) and whenever a new installment came along, it became something quick and pulpy to read during breaks from school. As I mentioned above, I have to finish.

Deeply Odd wasn’t the worst Odd series book I read, but at this point that isn’t really saying much. Perhaps due to being in the twilight of his career, Koontz is beginning to crutch heavily on convenient plot structure which makes for a more chaotic read. There are a number of plot devices and instances of deus ex machina that are never receive explanation. Odd also has this strange knack for running into the exact people who offer exactly the right resources at exactly the right time. When Odd himself asks for an explanation, a conversation of the following form ensues:

“How did you know ______?”

“Why wouldn’t I know ______?”

“I guess you’ve got a point there.”

Insert quip here which will lead to witty pop culture banter for another page…

The other funny thing I found is that Odd’s psychic magnetism, a power he possesses where he is drawn to something he seeks is Koontz’s best conceived plot device and throughout the entire novel serves as a way of transporting Odd from point A to point B. How will Odd find the villain that plans on killing people? Wonder no further, Odd will simply picture the villain and be drawn to his secret warehouse where tons of zany supernatural shit will occur. Which brings me to another point: the amount of supernatural and science fiction elements has increased since the series started. At the end of this novel (spoilers), Odd ends up at this mansion where cultist are summoning some kind of mammoth demon and some otherworld universe is mixing with our own and that universe contains an evil Odd Thomas that devours souls and the cult leader has some magical pistol that he can conjure but doesn’t use and the demon suddenly gets pissed and murders everyone except Odd and some captive children and it’s just a clusterf*** and it doesn’t make any sense.

Anyway, I could highlight many other instances of what I found to be lazy writing, but I’m tired now and you’re probably tired of reading this.

Odd Interlude – Dean Koontz

Bad. The worst installment in this series. The book was conceived as a transitional between installments (book 4 and 5) but doesn’t provide any additional context to those installments. It makes absolutely no sense as it turns Odd, with the aid of a supreme artificial intelligence, into this slayer of giant snakes – maybe it wasn’t a snake, I don’t remember at this point – and genetically mutated human-alien hybrids. Avoid, even if you read the series.

Death with Interruptions – Jose Saramago

It’s much easier to write about the books I didn’t enjoy versus the ones I did. And it’s hard to write what specifically I enjoyed about Saramago’s Death with Interruptions. It was funny. It had some beautiful sequences. It was resonant. It has a unique and challenging prose that requires the reader to remain focused during giant block paragraphs where dialogue is interchanging between multiple characters at a time and punctuation is sparing and capitalization is used with significance. It was one of the great novels I read this year.

Modern Romance – Aziz Ansari

  • Another book club pick. The main shortcoming of the book, and this has to do more with Aziz than the book itself, is that much of the humor contained therein are jokes that have appeared in Master of None or Aziz’s standup. While definitely funny, I just wish that Aziz recycled less material.
  • The book actually worked really well in the context of a book club (provided your club is willing to share some of their own experiences). I also think the experience of reading can be enriched by reading with a SO and discussing different points and potential things you both learn.

Flatland: A Romance of Many Dimensions – Edwin A. Abbott

I love math. I loved this book and am glad I finally got around to reading it.

This Side of Paradise – F. Scott Fitzgerald

This book was fire. I sadly didn’t write enough down while I was reading it, but it was wonderful introduction to Fitzgerald’s work.

The Sun Also Rises – Ernest Hemingway

  1. The toughest of the three (Faulkner, Fitzgerald, Hemingway) modernists I had read this up to that point in the year.
    1. They each had different strengths. Hemingway made me think the most, Fitzgerald made me feel the most, and Faulkner demonstrated with the most overall skill with interesting techniques, variety in prose.
    2. More so than Fitzgerald, who is a master of prose in his own right, Hemingway’s prose itself conveys “the Lost Generation” by being a character in itself. It’s sort of this simple on the surface style where really pertinent feelings are conveyed underneath.
    3. Iceberg Theory is tough in what isn’t said between the characters. With a lesser author it could totally fall apart, but everything in the Sun Also Rises seems so meticulous. Every sentence carefully placed to convey what is happening just outside Jake’s focus.
    4. I think it’s really interesting how Jake seems to focus on the problems of other people more than his own (to cover up his shortcomings) and his own problems are only revealed in context of little lines of dialogue that allude to his “sickness”.
    5. Avoids long musical sentences in favor of tight simple ones which makes everything in the novel feel very fleeting.

One Hundred Years of Solitude – Gabriel Garcia Marquez

  1. Extremely captivating on a chapter by chapter basis, but also extremely exhausting. i.e. I would finish a chapter that would be a really interesting page turner, but then be sort of ambivalent about starting the next chapter
    1. This might stem from the tons of different plot lines that are present and having to keep track of how everybody fits together
    2. Also everyone has a similar permutation of names, so keeping track of characters can be a little exhausting. It can be hilarious and the names have a purpose, but I haven’t delved too deeply into that since I haven’t finished the book yet.
  2. I find it interesting that GGM (I’ll abbreviate for now and expand when I write the full thing) doesn’t seem to conform to the age old rule of “show, don’t tell”. He pretty much directly tells you his character’ thoughts and feelings at the same time he shows them and will constantly summarize their arcs. I find this interesting. I’m interested to know how GGM does this more skillfully than a lesser writer. (This is a question I don’t have the answer to)
  3. Some of the characters seems sort of flat as a result of the above point as we don’t get to really feel their depth since everything is sort of explained away, not leaving much to be filled in. This seems to be intentional.
    1. I haven’t finished the novel yet, but this could stem from the novel being about the town/century and how it changes using the Buenida’s as a vehicle do show that change.
  4. I wasn’t sure how I felt about the novel until about the last 100 pages when I felt an strange shift (within myself?) as I read. Around the last 100 pages, the remaining characters are dying and I couldn’t help but feel like the book felt empty as more and more of them passed. It was a really strange feeling and I think is a testament to Marquez’s skill of crafting a very alive world.
  5. Metonymy for Columbia as a whole (am I using that word right?).

The Crying of Lot 49 – Thomas Pynchon

  1. What sort of started to draw me into the narrative, oddly enough, was the allusions to Physics, specifically Maxwell’s demon.
    1. I know that Pynchon studied Engineering Physics for some time at Cornell before joining the Navy and that he worked at Boeing for some time prior to making it big as an author. There’s definitely a love for physics / meta-physics that’s present here and I’ve heard is more prevalent in other Pynchon novels which appeals to me greatly as a math nerd. See useful links for more discussion of this idea.
    2. It’s sort of refreshing to have an author that embraces Physics (and math) to use as a narrative device. Math and Physics seem to get a bad rep among writers (I remember Fitzgerald making light of it in This Side of Paradise) which sort of goes along with the whole “it’s okay to be bad a math” topic that I could spend way too long discussing.
  2. The feeling of being lost every few pages. This mostly has to do with Pynchon’s analogies and allusions / references. He’ll take a metaphor for some situation and flesh it out to such an extreme level, that I started to confuse the narrative with the metaphor itself. I’ve read that Pynchon is an author that requires rereading, and I can definitely see why.
  3. While I didn’t LOVE it. It definitely has encouraged me to check out more of Pynchon’s work. (Still working up to reading Gravity’s Rainbow) so I’ll probably end up picking up V. pretty soon as my next Pynchon read.
  4. Useful Links
    1. For explaining entropy and how Maxwell’s Demon relates to the overall narrative of the novel – http://www.pynchon.pomona.edu/entropy/paradox.html
    2. Link I’m using as sort of a guide into Pynchon – http://imgur.com/vh1OnK7

Foundation – Isaac Asimov

  1. (pg. 76-77) The part where they break down speech and writing into some kind of semantic logic to summarize the meaning of it was fucking hilarious. A quote: “[A]fter two days of steady work, succeeded in eliminating meaningless statements, vague gibberish, useless qualifications – in short, all the goo and dribble – he found he had nothing left. Everything canceled out… in five days of discussion didn’t say one damned thing, and said it so you never noticed.”
  2. Thus far the novel is like 90% dialogue. I remember hearing that somewhere before I started reading, but I didn’t realize just how true it was. It’s almost like a play in that sense. Every chapter we just jump to a new scene where people talk about some shit.
  3. So far, I fucking love Foundation. It’s a nice break from all the other pretentious shit that I’ve been reading over the last few weeks. It doesn’t pretend like it’s anything more than it is, which is something I’ve always loved about science fiction as an “underdog” (kill me) literary genre.
  4. Foundation almost serves as a short story / world-building collection that I suppose (and I don’t know this yet) sets up future installments of the trilogy.

The Stranger – Albert Camus

  1. I am sort of indifferent to the first half of the novel (i.e. part 1). Camus seems to be a fan of Hemingway, since his style bears a lot of the similarities to The Sun Also Rises, albeit I found the first half of this to be less interesting than that. The novel finally picks up at the end of part 1 when the plot actually gets rolling. But in between the beginning and that point (about halfway) not much compels the reader to continue reading other than the expectation that something eventually will happen.
  2. Part of the problem stems from the indifference of the main character. I’m sure there’s a point to it, but it doesn’t make the novel feel compelling. He seems passive about practically everything and thus has almost no characterization other than being indifferent. His mother dies, he’s indifferent. His friend abuses women, he’s indifferent. A woman he likes wants to marry him, he’s indifferent. He doesn’t believe in love. He doesn’t believe in anything.
    1. The ending of part 1 though, is probably the most magnificent part of the novel up to that point. It’s almost like a shocking moment for the reader as we have to reconsider what we know about the main character. Thus far not much has been revealed about him and suddenly he shoots a man 5 times on the beach, seemingly with no remorse. Let’s see what part II holds.
  3. In general, I found the novel to be pretty forgettable.
  4. (Months later) I found a pretty great tidbit on why this should be read in French that I kind of understand.

Libra – Don DeLillo

  1. I’m approaching the halfway point of the book and I still haven’t gotten the feel for DeLillo’s style just yet. There are some really interesting passages, but overall the prose doesn’t particularly stand out. Perhaps it will click in the second half.
  2. Something that this novel reaffirmed for me was my general dislike / lack of interest in the military as a topic in a novel. I love spy movies. War movies can be fun. But there’s something about reading about military life that I find particularly dry. There are quite a few sections that rely on some military jargon and I can surmise the gist of the conversation nonetheless, but there’s something about the lingo and subject off-putting.
  3. My interest as I read this book sort of feels like sine wave. I’m usually hooked during the Oswald sections whereas the disillusioned CIA sections can occasionally feel overlong (I usually put the book down during these sections).
  4. One of my friends aptly summarized how I feel up to this point about the novel. It’s pretty fucking good, but after a while, it starts to feel like I’ve read the same thing over and over again.
    1. The parts about Oswald are usually the freshest, but occasionally drift into a discussion about how he’s a Marxist and whatnot.
    2. The parts about the CIA team, specifically Win’s sections seem to always focus on how he’s creating / building this perfect shooter to lead a trail to Castro. I swear to God I read the same passage like 4 or 5 goddamn times up to the halfway point of the novel.
    3. The parts about the dude whos in the future whos putting all this together (I forget his name, keeps talking about finding traces.

A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man – James Joyce

  1. (30 pages) So far, I love it. There’s something oddly enjoyable and fun about it and I’m not sure exactly what that is yet. Perhaps it’s because it’s challenging, but in a manageable way and much less depressing than the rest of the modernists I’ve read thus far. It’s also pretty funny at this point. I’ve also picked up a lot of random tidbits of Irish History, so that’s always a nice side prize.
  2. (Finished) Holy fuck. That was pretty incredible. I get why James Joyce is considered great and this is barely the tip of the iceberg. I really appreciate whoever put together the Wordsworth Classics edition as the endnotes came in handy many a time. Joyce is definitely a writer that deserves to be returned to and this particular work deserves to be reread.

The Power of Myth – Joseph Campbell

  1. So far so good. I don’t really have much that I’ve reflected on thus far, but I’ll probably spend some time reading over the sections that I had highlighted while reading.
  2. There have been a couple points over the course of earlier sections of the interview, where Moyers and Campbell discuss the idea of spirituality in the modern world. Campbell seems to think that religion as a form of spirituality is largely dying out since it struggles to modernize itself in many different respects. Campbell additionally has pointed to LSD (and other forms of psychedelic drugs) as a new form of modern “spirituality”. He presents an interesting story about a tribe of Native Americans (?) who go on a journey to acquire this plant elicits a hallucinogenic response and that those on the journey reflect on themselves and their place in the world more and more as they get closer to the plant. In a way, the journey to the psychedelic plant (look up its name) is an introspective one and the journeymen do as much as possible to separate themselves from the physical world.
    1. Adding on to this point he talks about “ego-death” with psychedelics as a possible spiritual awakening.
  3. (100 pages) The one thing that consistently bothers me while reading Moyers and Campbell go back and forth, is the points when the conversation was obviously edited and the topic changes subject in a way that’s almost jarring. Just an observation that sometimes is frustrating. Of course this might be just how I’m reading the conversation and perhaps it flows better when actually vocalized.
  4. (Almost Finished – About 30 pages left) There are so many interesting anecdotes presented by Campbell throughout the conversation. There’s no doubt that he knows his shit. However, the way these anecdotes are presented really exposes the fundamental, and seemingly intentional, shortcoming of the novel: none of Campbell’s ideas are given the space to be fleshed out. Instead we get a nice little taste of how everything is connected, a carrot being dangled in every section, inciting just enough frustration and curiosity in the reader to explore further.

Iron Council – China Mieville

  1. (~50 pages) So far, less than impressed. It has the elements of a Mieville fantasy story, but feels uninspired compared to Perdidio Street Station and The Scar. Everything feels a bit rushed. It’s like China had a checklist of the tropes he prefers when he writes fantasy novels and is making sure he hits all of them. Every chapter thus far consists of a set piece at a different location, which usually ends in a fight and then the characters move somewhere else. Alas, hopefully the story and inspiration pick up over the next few parts.
  2. (~150 pages) It’s starting to feel more Mieville. So far, Iron Council sort of walks the line between the two types of books Mieville likes to write, one being raw and messy (e.g. the previous Bas-Lag novels) and the other being clean and meticulous a la Embassytown and The City & the City. Iron Council doesn’t really commit to either side and really feels like a transition novel for Mieville as he moves towards more concise narratives. It looks like the next section up ahead is a bit more “experimental” than previous sections and I’ve heard it carries somewhat of a notoriety.
  3. (Finished) I can’t tell if this is a good book with okay parts, or an okay book with good parts. It certainly earned the title of being Mieville’s most political book. The good: I can appreciate that Mieville explored some new elements this go-around. While slightly jarring, though certainly not as much as it’s made out to be, the flashback section is certainly necessary to some of the larger political parallels Mieville sought to draw. The bad: I’ve already described some qualms in the previous sections and I still feel the same way now that I’ve finished.

2016 – Books I Read This Year (Pt. 2)

Notes from the Underground – Fyodor Dostoyevsky

Notes from the Underground receives credit for launching me into an introspective crisis this past month. This has less to do with the novel and more to do with how I felt when I initially began writing this reflection, which, for all intents and purposes, was a small essay, supplying a conclusion that can best be summarized as: I didn’t get it.

If one were to read the reflection, and thankfully only one other person has laid eyes on it, it would provide one a sense of hostility and frustration. I’m not going to reproduce it in full, but the intro paragraphs below are benign enough to not stir up any unnecessary controversy which would subsequently make me look like a fool:

‘Dostoyevsky was one of those writers that all of my literature enthusiast friends had read and kept reminding me that I should as well. While Crime and Punishment and The Brothers Karamazov are the two most cited and popular of his works, Notes from the Underground also came heavily recommended. Seeing as it was relatively short (about 150 pages), I thought: “why not start here?”

To clarify right from the outset, I don’t recommend this as a starting point for Dostoyevsky’s work. You just might not want to read anything else he’s written. Despite being relatively short, the novel (or novella?) is chalked full of dense prose and cryptic allusions that were thankfully clarified by my edition of the text.

I still stand by what I said up to this point in my reflection. I do believe that Notes from the Underground is too dense with too specific of a focus to be a good introduction to Dostoyevsky’s works. After perusing several different online analyses, I then became (somewhat) aware of what messages and themes Dostoyevsky was trying to convey. Most of it has to do with his response to prevalent European philosophies that existed at the time of this novel’s publication. And even though I read these effectively summarized analyses, I still couldn’t get a clear grasp on why the novel was considered great.

I spiraled into this endless back and forth with myself about the extent to which one should question and challenge “great works” and realized, it’s hard to avoid the expectation of being instantly affected by a well-regarded piece of literature especially on the first run-through and even harder dealing with the accompanying fallout of ego in admitting a work is beyond one’s current comprehension. But alas I admit, Notes from the Underground is something I’m going to have to spend more time with in the future (if I want to eventually fill in the blanks) and while it has temporarily detoured me from further exploration of the Dostoyevsky catalog, I intent to pick up Crime and Punishment (which I’ve heard is much more accessible) in the near future.

Good Omens – Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett

A recurring theme that you’ll see in these reflections is that after continually hammering my brain with lit, I’ll eventually find myself reading some science fiction or fantasy to help reset. Good Omens provided just that. A palette cleanser. It came as a recommendation by an English major friend of mine and it was oft-discussed in various online fantasy forums where both Gaiman and Pratchett receive high praise. Prior to Good Omens, I had read Gaiman’s American Gods1 and The Sandman.2 I hadn’t read any Pratchett. Good Omens, while certainly better than American Gods, suffers from its own share of problems, most of which seem due in part to co-authorship by two fantasy titans.

Right off the bat it’s apparent that Gaiman and Pratchett had a great time writing the book and there is a prevalent feeling of a building friendship at the core of the novel. There is an abundant sense of shared love for fantasy. There is a love for humor, absurdity, and mythology. It’s fun, no doubt. Unfortunately, the excitement sometimes comes at the expense of narrative focus. Certain sections try really hard to push running jokes and quips and instead result in what feels like one author trying to one-up the other. It’s almost as if as the drafts were being passed back and forth one author would read some absurd scene written by the other and decide to take it a step further than the narrative necessitated, resulting in some outlandish and seemingly random occurrences of plot that don’t really add anything. I can totally see why some Gaiman and Pratchett fans would love and defend these parts but it just wasn’t for me.

Another aspect of the novel that felt unclear was the extent of the powers possessed by the various angels and demons. These powers serve as sort of a deus ex to get a character out of some tight situation. In no particular order (and off the top of my head): two characters chase each other through phone and (electrical?) lines, paintball bullets are changed to real bullets, cars can be repaired magically, and there’s a slew of other random things I don’t remember at this point. There’s a point where a sort of morally ambiguous demon expresses fear at the powers of his superiors, but there isn’t an explanation of what these powers may be. (They must not be that powerful since they just attempt to come to his residence and physically capture him.)

My last qualm has to do with the ending. It didn’t really feel like there was a place for the plot to go in the final 50 or so pages and the ending feels messily thrown together. This was confirmed in the interviews given by Gaiman and Pratchett that were attached at the end of the novel where one of them (I can’t remember who and am too lazy to go check) expresses that while much of the story grew organically between them, they both were lost for a time on how to end it. It’s apparent, as everything seems very neatly and conveniently wrapped up.

The Sound and the Fury – William Faulkner

The Sound and the Fury was the first in a series of books I read when I went on an English modernist kick this year, inspired by the fact that I had never read any Faulkner, Fitzgerald, Hemingway, Joyce, nor Woolf.

The novel is great, but the satisfaction of reading it comes at a cost. Its reputation of being a confusing and difficult read is justified. Believe me, I took notes for this one. The confusion – for me, at least – at the start of the novel stems from being introduced to most of the novel’s central characters as you weave and shift constantly through the first narrator’s memories. There exist minimal amounts of context for who the characters are and their relations to each other which forces the reader to piece everything together through context clues. In some editions, dubbed the “corrected text”, there includes an appendix (although apparently this sometimes shows up as a preface) that provides a depth of background of the characters which could prove useful to a more impatient reader. There is evidence that suggests Faulkner wanted it at the beginning. But if you want a slight boost to your ego while you lie to yourself about skipping the character outlines because “it wasn’t initially published with the appendix”, just dive right in.

Faulkner has great writing prowess. So even though I was constantly frustrated and confused, I at least was able to appreciate how well fleshed out each section feels. Each is told from a different character’s POV. Each with varying degrees of intelligence, each with specific personality traits, each of whom express their feelings and frustrations that are uniquely expressed by the style of the section. Each section is fresh and interesting and often provides further context for the narratives of previous sections. I have to think that the dedicated reader will certainly find a reread rewarding. They’ll just have to convince themselves to hang on over that initial hump.

Footnotes

  1. I wasn’t crazy about American Gods and I don’t really understand why it’s so heavily praised. It was interesting, for sure. But it failed to captivate me the way other fantasy novels have.
  2. I love, LOVE, The Sandman. It’s perfect.

2016 – Books I Read This Year (Pt. 1)

After I finished reading Infinite Jest this summer, I decided that I would keep a running document of my reaction to everything I would read this year. This first post is the start of that decision. Initially I thought I would slowly accrue thoughts and just mass publish them at the end of the year, however I realized with every book I finished, the document where I outline my reactions was getting dishearteningly long. So I decided to publish some initial thoughts now. Anyway, this introduction is already longer than necessary, let’s just begin.

Disclaimer: The length of each “reaction” (which is the word we’ll use for now until I find a more suitable one) isn’t indicative of the impact said book had on me. Sometimes I may outline what I was impressed with or enjoyed, other times I might write exclusively about what I found wrong, and occasionally I’ll put something vapid or brief like “good” or “uninteresting”.

Midnight’s Children – Salman Rushdie

I started reading Midnight’s Children way back at the beginning of the year for a book club. It was suggested to me by a close non-book club friend and seeing as it was my month to pick for the club, it became our official book for January. I ended up being the only member to finish. It actually was the only book I finished during the first half of the year.

I enjoyed most of Midnight’s Children. Salman Rushdie is a wonderful writer and I can recall many beautiful passages and interesting techniques that warrant a revisit. The only hindrance I faced was my sparing knowledge of the Indian subcontinent and its history. There was a fair amount of plot points where the context of the situation was lost on me. This isn’t to say it’s Rushdie’s fault. The onus is definitely on the reader. However, my unfamiliarity with the setting and history and politics of India overall diminished the impact the novel could have had on me. I’m glad I got a sense of Rushdie’s writing and I hope to pick up The Satanic Verses at some future juncture.

Infinite Jest – David Foster Wallace

I can’t really write much more here. Infinite Jest has been sitting in my mind since I finished it back in early August. You can read my final thoughts here. The unfortunate result of reading a lengthy novel like Infinite Jest, is how brief many of the books I read following it felt. I’m still fighting the urge to dive into another “encyclopedic” novel.

Frankenstein – Mary Shelley 1

Frankenstein sadly got stuck with the awkward position of being the first thing I read following IJ. Still grappling with a lot of the feelings and thoughts associated with IJ, I ended up not giving Mary Shelley a fair shake. I was quick to power through any landscape imagery passages and often didn’t bother to reread any paragraphs during which I found myself dozing. I also became numb to the meaning of the word “ardor”. Safe to conclude my irrational impatience made reading sections of the book unpleasant.

The major takeaway, for me, is how bastardized the story has become in modern media. Yes, there are small superficial differences mentioned at every opportunity – “Frankenstein is the name of the doctor, not the monster!” – but the major difference turns out to be the characterization of the monster who, at the core of the novel, is a romantic and tragic victim, contrasting his common portrayal as a murderous brute. If you’ve read Paradise Lost, you’ll probably be able to draw some interesting parallels between the monster and Lucifer! But I haven’t, so I didn’t.

The Picture of Dorian Gray – Oscar Wilde

I picked up Dorian Gray at the same time I bought Frankenstein as part of a two-for-one-landmarks-of-nineteenth-century-gothic-fiction deal. While I found Dorian Gray to be the more interesting of the two, I also found it to be more flawed. The book suffers from plot conveniences such as: Dorian having a knife in his attic right at the time when he feels the urge to kill somebody, Dorian having a chemist friend that he can blackmail into disposing of a body that has never been mentioned before in the story, and Dorian going out of town to exactly the right opium den that contains Sybil Vane’s brother seeking revenge. I’ll let that last one slide (character runs into another character coincidentally furthering the plot) since it seems to be a frequently used plot device.

Dorian Gray, while suffering from these shortcomings, benefits from being more genuine and sincere than Frankenstein. (Not unexpectedly since Frankenstein was written as a fun way to pass the time while Shelley was locked in cabin escaping a volcanic winter while a lot of Wilde’s psyche and experiences seem to permeate the pages of Dorian Gray.) In the novel’s opening lines, Basil Hallward’s paints a portrait that he has “put too much of himself in”, a meta-point seemingly concerning the homoerotic subtext of his novel which ironically would later would be used as evidence of Wilde’s sexual orientation in his trial. There are also instances of Wilde’s perspective on the purpose of art as outlined in the novel’s preface. Wilde advocated art for the purpose of art’s sake and a theme of Dorian seems to be the danger of art as an influence. At one point in the novel, Dorian reads a French novel which convinces Dorian to embrace vanity and debauchery without (immediate) consequence. While an interesting point, the obvious irony here is Wilde using art as a means of expressing its danger (an irony I’m sure of which he was aware). In the end, I found the honesty of the narrative outweighing plot shortcomings and can recognize the novel as important if not essential.

Room – Emma Donoghue

Room was the first pick of my previously mentioned book club since Midnight’s Children and the most recently published book I’ve read this year.

One universal thing the club found interesting was that the focus of the book seemed less about how the protagonist Jack comprehends his imprisonment and more about how he struggles to adapt to the outside world following his escape; his voice and experience provides an interesting perspective on nature versus nurture. By using Jack’s POV, Donoghue’s writing never feels tired but instead makes a simple plot feel refreshing. Overall it was interesting and once you get a rhythm for Jack’s lack of articles the book is a quick one.

Footnotes

  1. I learned after finishing the novel that Mary Shelley was the daughter of Mary Wollstonecraft which I thought was pretty badass.

Final Thoughts on Infinite Jest

Final Thoughts on Infinite Jest

Before I begin, I thought it would be nice instead to share a response to the reddit question “Have you ever had to stop reading a novel, because it appeared to be beyond your intellectual capabilities? If so, what book was it and why?”

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After about a month and a half of reading, I finished Infinite Jest. God it feels satisfying to write that.

In a way, finishing the book threw my life into disarray. I could barely function for the rest of the week. To cope, I spent an absurd amount of time reading theories online concerning the ending, contentious plot points, and specific themes / messages. Along with many of the other readers, this first thing I wanted to do upon finishing was start over. I suppose this was intentional on DFW’s part and sort of a meta point.

Parting with the book ironically felt akin to giving up an addiction. The book was quite literally within 10 feet of my body for the last month and a half, and I can’t help but feel like something has been missing since. I also couldn’t bring myself to pick up anything new to read for a few days as recovery felt like a necessity.  

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When I first closed the book I attempted to write my immediate thoughts as kind of a way to make sense of everything.1 Although I won’t reproduce what I wrote at the time, I mainly was stuck grappling with the lack of resolution at the end of the novel as well as piecing together the specific themes and messages being conveyed.  It’s easy to get bogged down by the complexity of the plot, the abundance of characters, and the meaning of the entire thing.

All that aside, I think the most important thing I realized upon finishing, is the sincerity which DFW was trying to convey while writing. Infinite Jest isn’t meant to be an ironic detachment of a novel. I believe that’s why the feelings I had expressed above lingered for so long. The sentimentality of the entire thing feels very real. The pain feels authentic. Part of this may be due to the maximalism the book employs, as nearly every possible detail of each character’s life is fleshed out. Or maybe it’s due to the novel’s perfect balance between humor and sadness and how often the line between them is blurred. Or maybe it’s because how much of what is experienced by the characters is personally relatable, even if the reader isn’t a genius tennis player nor a recovering alcoholic nor a depressive, suicidal drug addict. DFW may have been all of those, but that doesn’t necessarily make his fears and feelings foreign to the reader. Perhaps DFW’s sentiments towards his readers are akin to JOI’s sentiments towards Hal expressed near the end of the novel.

I realize that the above points aren’t necessarily new pieces of analysis. Instead they provided an anecdote from my own experience. This was written more or less as a form of therapy to conclude the experience of first reading through the novel. I don’t feel fully recovered yet, but I definitely feel like I’m taking the first step. Even so, I’m still going to spend who knows how long continuing to reflect on what it all means.

Footnotes

1. For the last 200 or so pages, I had the song “I Want Wind to Blow” by The Microphones stuck in my head, which I think creates a pretty good atmosphere / mood for the end of the novel. Even if you never read this book, I recommend giving the song a listen!

Useful Links:

Infinite Summer Website

Steve’s Infinite Jest Utilities Page

Series of Interviews DFW gave on Infinite Jest

I Just Read About That…

Boston’s Infinite Jest

What Happens at the End of Infinite Jest?

Ian Can Read

Fiction Advocate

The Infinite Jest Liveblog: What Happened, Pt.2

15 Facts About ‘Infinite Jest’

This Blog: The Resurgence

As you may have noticed (if you scroll down to the last post I wrote), I haven’t updated this blog in over a year! Now that I’ve graduated college, I’ve found myself with considerably more free time (when I’m not working) which has resulted in many a crisis on how I should spend it.

Having studied two technical majors in college, I was seldomly provided the opportunity to read or write. I wrote maybe a total of 7 essays and read 4 or so books over the course of 4 years, which is probably less than the average liberal arts major writes and reads per semester per class. I initially started this blog last summer with the intention of writing and furthering my ability to write, yet I found myself without much time to write and without much to say.

Since I’ve started working, I’ve been using a chunk of my free time catching up on 4 years of missed reading, as well as music (new and old), and movies (specifically avant-garde and classics) that I never had the chance to check out. Thus, I’ve decided to use this blog as sort of a chronicle of my thoughts as I embark on this journey to satisfy my free time. I intend to post about final thoughts on books, new earworms and albums, and films that I find interesting and/or exceptional. Of course, everything I write here will be entirely subjective.

The most important point I want to stress however, is that everything I write here is for myself. I’m probably not going to come up with new profound things to say about things long discussed. Chronicling this journey just felt like something I wanted to do regardless if what I say gets read by anyone else. Should anyone find themselves following what I write here, I hope that they take away more than anything else, an inspiration or passion to start reading, writing, listening, and/or watching. Stay tuned!

A New Project

This year, my New Years resolution was to write more. Yet, being so busy with school, work, life, and various other responsibilities, I’ve seldom had the chance (or patience) to actually sit down and write on a consistent basis. When I do find the time, I often write a few pages of random thoughts or ideas and save them into a secret folder on my computer (which I guess just became public knowledge).

I find writing fairly difficult. It’s often hard for me to compose a sentence and feel satisfactory about how it reads.I consistently struggle with structure, imagery, dialog, and flow. My writing process feels clunky and unnatural, and I wonder if other writers feel the same way towards their work. I want to change how I feel about my writing.

So I’ve decided to create this blog. I don’t know if it will help me accomplish my resolution. I don’t know if it will make me a better writer. I don’t know if anyone will ever read it. But all things considered, it’s worth a shot.

It’s time to reach out to the world.